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Dream
I have a dream but I have no guts to pursue it. I am such a loser, yes I am.

Comfort
It is not comfortable here but I am still afraid to step out. I want to move out and move on. Can I?

Value
I feel none value me and it hurts people who actually put their best effort for me. Forgive me.

Words
People speak, people hurt me. I speak, I hurt people. This world is a battlefield, isn't it?

Farewell
There is no good bye, there is see you later. I shall meet you again. This world is not big enough, no?

Friendship
I have many friends, but only few are friendship. We sail in this ship together, we live happily ever after. Thanks.

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

People come, people go. When there is a hello, there will be a goodbye.

One and a half year is not long, yet it is not short enough to disregard everything that has happened. I have been here for one and a half year with each and every one of my team members, either my LTA team or the contractor.

I am a client, but I never put myself as an opponent or boss of my contractor. I make them my friends within my working life. I have been very close with a few of them and I feel comfortable around them.

And sadly to say, two of them are going to move out and move on.

I am sad but I wish them all the best!!!!

Me: I am sad!
Him: Why sad?
Me: Why do you need to go?
Him: I will come back...
Me: 3 years later, the project has been finished...
Him: Next project, if you can't be PM, maybe a DPM, we will meet again... I am Construction Manager, you are DPM... Next project...

Amen~~~

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

Life always gives thousand and one way to make me strong. From those who hate me, those who love me, and any other who just don't know me...

Thanks, Universe...

Even in this difficult time, I am still very blessed...


U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~