Wednesday, October 31, 2007

The last post this month...

5 menit lagi waktu menunjukkan jam 12...

Sesaat lagi...
Hari Rabu berakhir...
Bulan Oktober berakhir...
Halloween berakhir...

Tapi...
Perjuanganku belum berakhir...

Masih ada 29 hari sebelum aku bisa menghirup kembali oksigen di Palembang...

29 hari...

Lamakah???

Atau akan berlalu dengan cepat???

Let's see...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

(Hanya mau membuat jumlah postingan di bulan Oktober jadi 25)
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Rindu...

Persahabatan...
Ada yang ga percaya dengan keajaiban sebuah persahabatan?

Dulu aku nyaris ga percaya...

Aku pernah ditinggal sahabatku...
Dibuang gitu aja...

Karena hal yang ga jelas...

Padahal...
Kami udah segitu deketnya...
Kemana-mana berdua...
Sampe dibilang sodara kembar ama guru-guru....

Tapi...
Sejak masuk SMA...
Semuanya berubah...

Entah atas dasar apa...
Dia ga pernah lagi nelpon aku...
Dia ga pernah lagi curhat sama aku...
Bahkan...
Dia cuma senyum waktu ketemu di sekolah...

Waktu itu...
Rasanya sakit hati banget...

Ngeliat dia sama temen-temen barunya...
Bikin aku lebih sakit hati lagi...

Aku patah hati...

Aku ga berani lagi berharap sama persahabatan...
Aku pikir persahabatan itu hanya ada kalo kita deket sama orang itu...
Kalo si sahabat udah dalam radius yang di luar jangkauan kita...
Persahabatan pasti berakhir...

Konsep itu yang aku pegang hingga akhir SMA...
Aku dekat dengan beberapa orang...
Tapi aku ga yakin setelah jarak yang begitu jauh memisahkan...
Kami masih mampu menjaga hubungan...

Sedangkan aku dan ex-sahabatku yang hanya terpisah beberapa ruangan kelas aja ga bisa bertahan...

Aku pikir setelah aku dan temen-temenku pisah universitas...
Semuanya akan berakhir...
Sama seperti kisah lamaku dengannya...

Tapi...
Sekarang aku sadar...
Aku salah...

Benar-benar salah...

Aku ngerasa makin sayang sama temen-temenku setelah aku terpisah jauh dengan mereka...

Dulu aku ketemu hampir setiap hari sama mereka...
Sampe bosen... =P
Sekarang ga pernah ketemu...
Rasanya ada sesuatu yang kurang...

Ternyata bener...
Nilai seseorang baru terasa setelah dia ga di sisi kita...

Mungkin memang...
Sebagai kumpulan cewe-cewe...
Kami kurang memanfaatkan waktu kami 'as girls'...
Kami jarang jalan-jalan ke mall...
Kami jarang foto-foto kaya kumpulan cewe-cewe yang laen...
Kami ga pernah saaling ngecatin kuku ato ngelakuin hal girlie laennya...

Tapi...
Aku tetep rindu sahabat-sahabatku...
Rindu saat-saat kami maen kartu remi bareng...
Rindu saat-saat kami ngerumpi...
Rindu saat-saat makan bareng di kantin..
Rindu segalanya...

Aku bener-bener ngerti apa artinya persahabatan...

Persahabatan itu...
Sesuatu yang ga akan hilang walaupun terpisahkan jarak...
Sesuatu yang ga bakal pudar oleh waktu...
Sesuatu yang dimiliki aku dan kamu...
Sahabat...
Aku cinta ama kalian...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Thanks for Everything

As I woke up today, I felt that my heart missed my friends very much... Remembering last night chatting with Lisa n Vivien made me really miss them... Hope I can go home soon n find them still waiting for me...

Now, I remember one message I left in Nugeneration_talk group (my lovely lovely Yahoo group) about one month ago... So, I post it here to make one more everlasting memory...

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Appendix C

As time flows...
I am sure all of us will find our own businesses.. .
But, I hope we can spend a little of our time to check our inbox...
Read the messages...
Then reply...

I find a lot of pleasure in my heart when I read every message from you in my inbox...
Hope all of you also find the same thing dealing with this matter, friendship.. .

I really feel that I can not find any friends like you all...
You are really special...
Very very special...
That I can not imagine losing you all...

In this occasion...
I want to say thanks alot...
Thanks for everything you have given to me...

Thanks for the laugh...
The tears...
The screams...
The smile...
The anger...
All the good and bad things...

Really thanks...
Although we have had some problems...
I have no regret...

A very big thanks I wanna write everywhere.. .
Especially for the hearts you have given to me...
To Nugen...

I am very proud being a piece of your life...
I am very proud being a part of Nugen...
I am very proud having friends like you...

Speechless now...
Feel like crying...
Miss you so much (that I feel I wanna hug you all)
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Saturday, October 27, 2007

Am I ready?

Sabtu datang... Sekali lagi satu minggu terlewati... Sekali lagi hati ini terasa tak karuan... Exam tinggal 2 minggu lagi...

Dalam 2 minggu ini...
Masih banyak yang harus dilakukan...
1. Math quiz (Senin)
2. Chemistry quiz (Rabu)
3. Effective Comm assignment 3 (Rabu juga)
4. Physics quiz (Rabu depan)
5. Catch up buat Physics yang kembali terasa susah sejak lecturer berganti...
6. CommTech quiz (Jumat depan)

Wah, wah...
Apakah aku siap buat Exam????

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Love vs Friendship

One day, Love and Friendship met.

Love, proudly, said, "You know, all people in this world seek me. Without me, they cannot live. And you, you are useless. Without you, there is still me... People have their faith to have their beloved one. When they find their soul mates, you are nothing!!! Huahahahaha..."

"Ya, I know," said Friendship, "People can easily forget me if they find you."

"So," Love continued, "Why do you exist if I already exist? To be forgotten and hurt?"

Friendship just nodded. He said, "Friendship exists to put smile when love leaves tears."

So, Guys...
However love covers your life, heart, and soul, never forget this quote...

You still have friends by your side...
You will never walk alone...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Time, can u bring me to 29th November??

New week has started. The time is still flowing. Now, I think about home more than I used to. I think about all I have left in Palembang. I hope I can sleep now and when I wake up, I see 29th of November... Really hope something like that can happen in my life...

But...
It can not happen...

I still have to face Chemistry quiz, Speech Assignment, Math quiz, Physics quiz, and one more Computing quiz...

It hasn't finished...

I still have to fight on my final battle... The exam...

Exam...
Exam...
Exam...

Is it better if it comes soon so I can go and see my beloved home or is it better if it comes later so that I have more time preparation????

I feel rather disappointed...
Why I can still waste my time...

For blogging, for example...

Hehe...
Coz, I love blogging...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Monday, October 22, 2007

Cinta Langit kepada Bumi

Again...
It's raining outside...

Langit menunjukkan kecintaannya yang begitu besar kepada bumi...

Langit melepaskan kerinduannya...
Mengirimkan hujan...

Dengan berjuta cinta di dalamnya...

Ketika hujan tlah berhenti...
Apakah berarti langit tak cinta lagi pada bumi?

Tentunya tidak...
Langit hanya sedang memberi bumi waktu...
Untuk merindukannya...

So...
Kalo langitmu ga memberi kamu 'hujan'...
Bukan berarti dia ngelupain kamu...

^^

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Sunday, October 21, 2007

Apaan siih???

Efficiency...
Equity...
Opportunity cost...
Demand...
Supply...
Elasticity...
Consumer surplus...
Producer surplus...
Total surplus...
Tax...
Dead weight lost...
Positive externalities...
Negative externalities...
Private cost...
External cost...
Social cost...
Private value...
External value...
Social value...
Tax...
Subsidy...
Coase Theorem...
Cost...
Revenue...
Profit...
Profit maximizing point...
Marginal revenue...
Marginal cost...
Average total cost...
Fixed cost...
Variable cost...
Total cost...
Short run...
Exit...
Long run...
Shut down...
Competitive firm...
Monopoly...
Oligopoly...
Monopolistic competition...
Price discrimination...
Cartel...
Prisoners' dilemma...
Payoff matrix...
Dominant strategy...
Nash Equilibrium...
Advertising...
Gross domestic product...
Real GDP...
Nominal GDP...
Base year...
GDP deflator...
Basket of goods...
Consumer Price Index...
Substitution bias...
Introduction of a new good...
Unmeasured quality change...
Real interest rate...
Nominal interest rate...
Inflation rate...
Productivity...
Capital per worker...
Human capital per worker...
Natural resources...
Technological knowledge...
Saving...
Investment...
Consumption...
Population growth...
Adult population...
Labor force...
Not in the labor force...
Employed...
Unemployed...
U-rate...
Labor force participation rate...
Natural unemployment...
Cylical unemployment...
Frictional (short-term) unemployment...
Structural (long-term) unemployment...
Union...
Bond market...
Stock market...
Private saving...
Public saving...
National saving...
Budget surplus...
Budget deficit...
The market for loanable fund...
Interest rate...
Supply for loanable fund...
Demand for loanable fund...
Present value...
Future value...
Compounding...
Risk...
Insurance...
Adverse selection...
Moral hazard...
Diversification...
Share price...
Value...
Index fund...
Managed fund...
Money...
Medium of exchange...
Unit of account...
Store of value..
Commodity money...
Fiat money...
The money supply...
Currency...
Loans...
reserves...
Deposits...
Fractional reserve banking system...
Money multiplier...
The value of money...
Money demand...
Real variables...
Nominal variables...
The neutrality of money...
The velocity of money...
Hyperinflation...
The fisher effect...
Shoeleather cost...
Menu cost...
Misallocation of resources from relative price variability...
Tax distortion...
Arbitrary redistribution of wealth...

Huaaahhh...
Banyak banget yaah...
Cuape deeeh...

Econs...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Sepinya hidupku

Merasa sendiri...

Sendirikah aku di dunia ini?
Sendirikah aku menghadapi semua tantangan ini?

Aku tau aku tidak sendiri...

Tapi...
Mengapa aku merasa begitu sepi?

Tanpa ada tempat bersandar...
Tanpa ada orang untuk bercerita...

Aku benar-benar merasa tak memiliki siapa-siapa hari ini...
Hanya internet yang menemaniku seharian...
Tanpa memberiku kedekatan dengan orang-orang tersayang...

Detak jam masih jauh dari pukul dua belas...
Semoga hari ini cepat berlalu...

Dan kudapati diriku...

Bahagia lagi...

Semoga ada yang bisa mengembalikan senyumanku...
U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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A really super boring day

Hari Minggu...
Hari ini bener-bener membosankan...

Ga ada sesuatu yang bikin aku exciting hari ini...

Walopun besok ada econs quiz...
Aku tetep pengen cepet-cepet besok...

Kembali ke LKC...
Kembali kedinginan...

Daripada kaya gini...
Seharian ga tau mon ngapain...

Mama ga online seharian...

Lisa juga ga online...

Dya ga online...

Temen-temen tempat bercerita ga ada yang online hari ini...

Ga ada yang sms juga...

Semua sibuk dengan kegiatan masing-masing yaah???

Huuuuh...

Sebeeel...

Bener-bener pengen cepet-cepet nyelesein hari ini...
Minggu ini...

Mulai minggu yang baru besok...

Minggu yang (semoga) penuh keceriaan n kebahagiaan...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
(Masih jam setengah delapan... Kapan senin????)
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Palembang, oh Palembang...

Beberapa hari ini aku memikirkan rumah lebih daripada biasanya...
Bener-bener ngerasa kangen akan apa yang ada di Palembang...

Kangen kamar n ranjang tercinta...
Kangen masakan mama...
Kangen acar bengkoang...
Kangen semuanya...

Di satu sisi...
Aku kepingin cepet-cepet exam...
Biar bisa cepet-cepet pulang...

Di sisi lain...
Aku takut banget...
Menjalani exam pertama...

Rasanya...
Ingin menghirup udara Palembang secepatnya...

Palembang...
I'm coming...

satu setengah bulan lagi...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

Chronicle of NTU students

Nih ada yang lucu...
Dapet dari temen...


New school semester:
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At the first week:
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At the second week:
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Before the mid-term test:
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During the mid-term test:
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After the mid-term test:
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Before the final exam:
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Once know the final exam schedule:
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7 days before final exam:
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6 days before final exam:
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5 days before final exam:
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4 days before final exam:
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3 days before final exam:
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2 days before final exam:
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1 day before final exam:
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A night before final exam:
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1 hour before final exam:
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During the final exam:
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Once walk out from the exam hall:
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After the final exam, during the holiday:
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HAPPY EXAM...!!! GANBATTE ALL...^^
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

I don't regret...

Born as a girl... Is it good or not?

Since I was a little girl, I usually thought that being a boy was more interesting and challenging. Boys could do everything they wanna do. They could climb up trees, they could make some noises without being complained, and when they did mess, the adults just said, "No problem, they are just little boys. They must be active. No problem."

But, the adults always said, "Good girls don't do this... Good girls don't do that...". There's too many things good girls didn't do.

I always thought, why girls could not be as strong as boys. Why everyone treated girls as different type of beings? Girls were not allowed to do things boys can do. Why? Why couldn't girls climb up trees? Ya, I was not a type of girls that like to do such things, but I always assumed that the differentiation between girls and boys is just a way to make girls much weaker.

As I grown up, I still thought that being boys is better. Boys can try to reach their dreams till the very end while girls cannot. Why? You think that everyone can, right? Ya, that's right. But, can you imagine when girls are in the middle of two choices, their dreams or their hearts... As girls, I believe that we have desires to be the best, to be famous, to be rich, and to be everything we wanna be. But, I bet that we also have desires to build happy life with a good husband, some cute children, beautiful house, and a lot of smiles and laugh everyday. So, when girls are in the middle of these choices, they meet their biggest barrier.

So, to get one, girls must give up one thing.

Being girls is more stressful, right????

Whatever happens, I am very proud to be a girl in this world...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Three Days Without Blogging

Tiga hari tanpa blogging...
Apa yang aku lakukan????

Senin pagi...
Aku menyadari kalo ada tanda-tanda aku bakal sakit...
Kepalaku pusing...
Ga kepengen bangun dari tempat tidur...

Dan yang paling menunjukkan aku bakal sakit...
Rumet bangun lebih dulu...

Huaaaa...
Baru pertama kali sejak aku menjadikan kamar ini rumahku...

Aku pikir itu karena aku kelaperan...

Setelah makan...
Eeh...
Tambah pusing...

Apalagi...
Hari itu ujan...
Udah gitu...
Harus bolak-balik South-North...

Hixhix...

Kelas sampe 18.30...
Badan nih udah terasa mo beku...
Udah seneng bisa pulang...

Eeeh...
Ada scrabble training...

Dilanjutin ama social meeting...

Yaah...
Dengan sangat berat hati...
Aku meninggalkan ranjangku yang kusayang... (walopun dia ga empuk)

Baru balik lagi jam 11...
Segera tidur...

Selasa...
Sama aja...
Kepala masih pusing...
Tapi udah agak mendingan...

Pulang jam 17.30...
Pergi makan nasi lemak di Can 5...

Malemnya...
Udah baekan...

Jangan-jangan gara-gara nasi lemak nih...

Makasih ya...^^

Rabu...
Pagi sampe siang kuhabiskan di sekolah...

Sorenya...
The time for Mid Autumn Festival...

Ngidupin lilin...
Masang-masang lantern...
Motong-motong mooncake... (sambil makan juga siih... Upps, kelepasan...)

Terus...
Yang paling melelahkan...
Beres-beres...

Hua...
Jam 1.30 pagi baru tidur...

Sekarang ngantuk abis...

Gimana ne...
Baru aja ga jadi sakit...
Udah terancam sakit lagi...

Haha...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Adilkah??

Berbicara tentang adi dan tidak adil...
Sulit banget...

Aku percaya kalo Tuhan itu adil...
Tuhan punya maksud tersendiri di balik rencanaNya buat kita...

Tapi...
Kadang-kadang aku juga mikir...
Kalo Tuhan itu adil, kenapa banyak ketidakadilan di dunia ini???

Banyak yang kelaperan...
Ga punya rumah...
Ga punya duit...

Sementara yang laen buang-buang makanan...
Buang-buang duit untuk hal yang ga penting...

Gimana fenomena kaya gitu bisa dibilang adil???

Terus...
Ada yang udah usaha mati-matian, tapi hasil yang dia dapet ga pernah memuaskan...
Sementara orang lain...
Kerjaannya ga jauh-jauh dari nyantai-nyantai...
Tapi bisa dapet hasil yang bener-bener waaah...

Itu namanya adil?????

Can someone explain it to me????

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Sunday, October 07, 2007

A true friend

A true friend will always beside you, even when you have no legs to walk...

No eyes to see...

No ears to listen...

No voice to talk...

And no heart to beat...

A true friend will be your legs...
Your eyes...
Your ears...
Your mouth...
Your heart...

Your now...
Your future...

Your everything...

A true friend will never complain about your weaknesses...

A true friend will always appreciate your way...

A true friend...
Is everlasting...

So...
Can I be your legs?
^^

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Saturday, October 06, 2007

U're the best I've ever had
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Thursday, October 04, 2007

A wasting-time-day... Againnnnn?????

One day passed again with my very disappointed feeling...

Why???

Coz...
I wasted too much time today...

I didn't attend computing lecture due to tuition grant signing, and I have to attend tomorrow class...
It wasted my time 1 hour...

I went hall at two thirty and I planned to take a bath as soon as possible... So, I could start studying...
But...
I could not make it...
Browsing till four thirty and taking a a bath till five...

Again...
My time was wasted 2 1/2 hours...

It didn't stop there...
I was willing to do my next week tutorials today...

But...
It failed...

First...
I got a very big desire to update this blog today...
This is my fourth post since today...
Four posts...
A day...

Seems I'm gonna be crazy...

Second...
I phoned my mom for almost two hours...

I really miss her and all of my family...
So, I could not stop talking...

I'm very happy could make a call with her...

But...
My time lost...

Hixhix...

Third...
I am sleepy...

I was reading my computing textbook just before I started blogging...
And i have repeated the same paragraph for several times without understanding the content...

Read this part and forgot that part...

My goodness...

My time...

How much time was lost today????
1 hour for computing lecture
2,5 hours for being lazy
2 hours for having a call with mommy
1 hour for blogging
1 hour for other reasons

If we sum those up, we will find my time lost was 7,5 hours...

I just did half of my math tutorial, half of my chemistry tutorial,and my econs tutorial...

How bout the other????
See tomorrow loh...

I just need to sleep now...
Hope tomorrow will not be another wasting-time-day...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Tes IQ?????

Secara ga sengaja...
Ikut-ikut tes IQ di internet...

Wasting time sih...
Tapi lumayanlah buat refreshing...

Btw...
Ini hasil tes IQ-ku...

Mo diabadikan di blog ini...
Buat kenang-kenangan...

^^

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

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Appendix B (Appendix A-nya di post-post sebelumnya)


Congratulations, Febrina!
Your IQ score is 129

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
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Time and Fear

Time's flowing...
Is that true? No lah... Time is flying... Flying so fast... So that we -maybe just me- have not enough time to breath...
Fiuhhh...

Feel like I just came here...
Met my ushers...
Went to SSC for the briefing, ISC for submitting some documents, North Spine to open a bank account, South Spine to get medical check up... Then I went to North Spine again, did my EP test...

I remember that time very well...
Everyday, there were so many new people to know...
Oh my God...
Even I can not remember all their names...

Then...
The school started...
I think it has just started...

But now...
I realize...
We have reached the mid of the semester...

Recess's over...
One part of this semester was over...

We have to face another part...

EXAM...

Not more than two months...
All of us will struggle with books and notes...

No more blogging for some terms maybe...
Just mugging and mugging...

In fact, I feel really scared with this topic... I can not describe how scared I am... I just can say, "I'm really scared..."
I don't want to think of it all the time, but my brain always visualized this thing...
I spend almost my time to think about my fear...

My fear...
I'm scared I can not pass...
I'm scared I can not get good result...
I'm scared my parents will be dissapointed with me...

I can not change my perfectionist thought...

Is it good to be perfectionist at this such of time?
Or it will be better if I just aim for the standard result???

Dunno what to do now...

It's all about fear...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

(Am I too melancholic???)
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PuChiNk LiaO LeH...

Banyak banget hal yang bikin pusing akhir-akhir ini...

Pertama...
Ortu di rumah yang udah kangen berat sama anaknya yang tercinta ini...
Nanya mulu kapan aku balik...

Tiap kali telpon-telponan, pasti omongannya ga jauh-jauh dari "Kapan bisa balik????"

Berhubung aku ini boggle team manager dan aku takut dipecat...
aku harus nyesuaikan jadwal aku sama jadwal IHG (InterHall Games) donk...

Tapi ortu di rumah ga mau ngerti...

Nanya itu mulu...

Hue...
Sampe cape...

Kedua...
Masalah signing Tuition Grant...

Guarantorku di sini...
Tapi salah satunya kerja di sini belum sampe 3 bulan...
So, dia belum bisa ngambil cuti...

Makanya aku bingung...

Dari beberapa hari yang lalu, aku coba telpon-telpon MOE...
Ga ada customer service...

Makanya baru hari ini aku tanya...
Bisa ga hari laen...

Katanya ngga...
Harus ke notaris...

Alhasil...
Guarantorku terpaksa ke sini...

Aku sampe skip lecture Computing...
Skip...
Lecture...
Cmputing...

Padahal udah rencana mo serius mulai hari ini...
Huhu...
Rencana gagal...

Udah sejam lebih aku kaya orang stres...
Nungguin guarantor datang...
Takut dia nyasar...
Telpon-telpon setiap sekian menit...

Ternyata...
Signing-nya ga sampe 2 menit...

Sign here...
Sign there...
Three copies for you...
That's all...

Gubrag banget...

Hua...

Tapi untung deh udah selesai...

Sekarang...
Yang masih harus dipikirin...
SU (Satisfactory/Unsatisfactory)...

Mo diambil ga?????

Kalo diambil...
Gimana kalo entar soalnya mudah???
Sedih donk...

Kalo ngga diambil...
Gimana kalo ternyata ga bisa...

Mana gurunya makin lama makin ga jelas lagi...

Huhu...

Pusing...

Ada yang bisa kasih saran???

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Monday, October 01, 2007

The first day after recess

Satu hari telah berlalu...
Satu hari setelah recess berakhir telah berlalu...

Kesan yang kudapat: CAPEEE...

Bangun pagi-pagi n ngepos sebentar... (Gatau kenapa hari ini hasrat ngepos begitu besar)
Mandi n naek bus ke Lee We Nam...
Mendengarkan effcomm e-lecture yang berdurasi 26 menit sampe ngantuk...

Wuah...

Udah jam 11...
Buru-buru lari ke canteen A n makan cepet-cepet...

Jalan ke LKC dan akhirnya TELAT lecture pertama setelah recess...
Huhu...

Belum satu jam duduk...
Udah harus jalan lagi ke North Spine...

Ngapain???

Tutorial Econs lah...

Dilanjutkan tutorial math...

Aku kira quiz result bakal dibagiin...

Hati udah dag-dig-dug ga karuan...

Ternyata ga dibagi ampe akhir jam pelajaran...

Mana tutornya semangat banget lagi hari ini...

Akhirnya...
Buru-buru jalan ke LKC...
Telat lecture kedua setelah recess...

Huhu lagi...

Satu jam kosong setelah math lecture karena minggu ini ga ada effcomm lecture...
Bersama beberapa orang, aku nge-hog LKC...
Biar temen-temenku bisa dapet tempat duduk...
(Entah kenapa econs lecture hari senen selalu penuh dan menyisakan ratapan orang-orang yang ga dapet tempat duduk...)

Setelah itu...

Econs lecture selama 2 jam...

LKC dingin banget lagi...
Udah mo beku di dalem situ...

18.30 tiba...
Waktunya dinner n pulang...

Ternyata...
Nunggu bus lama banget...

Nyampe rumah jam delapan kurang lima belas...

Ternyata mama di rumah lagi online...
Telpon-telponan dulu deh...

Sekarang jam sembilan lewat lima belas...
Dan aku baru selesai mandi...

Lagi bingung...
Mau ngapain selanjutnya????

Mencoba nyelesein tutorial physics yang aku ga bisa... (Why always physics?????)

Belajar chemistry yang bakal ada quiz-nya hari Rabu...

Nyoba-nyoba hands-on computing...

Ato tidur n ngelupain semuanya sampe besok...

Hmm...
Let's see which one I'll choose...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Sayur Asem

Puisi berikut ini saya buat karena ada tugas membuat puisi dari Drs. Kasdi Haryanta... Waktu itu, iseng-iseng saya masukkan ke salah satu lomba online yang kabarnya ga kedengeran sampe sekarang... Tiba-tiba hari ini nemuin... So, saya post aja...

Indonesia adalah sayur asem
Campuran berjuta suku
Berjuta budaya
Berjuta kepercayaan

Sejak dulu
Indonesia adalah sayur asem
Hingga kini pun
Indonesia masih sayur asem

Kini
Indonesia adalah sayur asem
Campuran korupsi
Kolusi
Dan nepotisme
Ditambah bumbu kemunafikan
Dan sedikit acara fitnah memfitnah
Dimasukkan dalam panci pemerintahan
Digodok hingga matang selama enam puluh satu tahun

Benar saja
Sayur asem Indonesia kini sudah benar-benar matang
Matang korupsinya
Kolusinya
Apalagi nepotismenya
Dan yang paling asyik menikmatinya
Adalah bapak-bapak yang duduk di atas sana

Selamat menikmati sayur asemmu, Pak
Ambil saja bagian kami…


U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Recess is Over

Pagi hari...
Hari pertama setelah recess berakhir...
Hari yang baru untuk memulai perjuangan baru...

Rasanya takut mengingat banyak hal yang menanti di depan sana...
Menanti quiz-quiz yang kelihatannya akan semakin banyak...
Menanti lecturer-lecturer yang datang dan pergi silih berganti...
Menanti sesuatu yang menjadi pertanda akhir semester...
EXAM...

Hua...

Bener-bener ga tau mo ngomong apa kalo topik pembicaraan udah menyinggung area ini...
Yang ada di otakku cuma...
TAKUT...

Tapi, aku harus semangat!!!!!!!
Masa seorang Fen kalah sama hal kecil yang namanya Exam???? (Ciee, gayanya...)

Aku harus berjuang keras...
Harus belajar dengan bae...

Biar bisa pulang ke Palembang dengan wajah bahagia...

^ ^

Aku kangen Palembang...
Kangen mama...
Papa...
Dede...
Rumah...
Masakan mama...
Makanan Palembang...
Nugen...

Aku kangen semuanya...

Tapi...
Aku lebih kangen LKC-LT...

So, let's go to campus now...
Study... Study...

Have a nice rest-of-semester...
^ ^

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Memori

Semalam... (Subuh-subuh tadi maksudnya)
Tiba-tiba aku teringat akan kisah lamaku dengannya...

Teringat masa-masa bahagia...
Saat-saat berbagi makanan... (Tepatnya aku memaksanya berbagi =P)
Saat-saat belajar bersama...
Saat-saat di mana ia mensupport aku yang mudah putus asa...

Teringat juga...
Waktu aku memarahinya karena ia bener-bener ga punya 'planning'...
Mr. No Planning...
Nama itu kuberikan kepadanya...

Haha...
Rasanya lucu mengingat aku dan dia di zaman dahulu kala... (Emang zaman kapan ya????)

Aku sadar...
Aku tetap harus bersyukur pernah memiliki seseorang seperti dia...

Karna ia tlah ciptakan memori bagiku...
Baik itu kenangan manis atau buruk...

Biarlah semuanya menjadi pelajaran bagiku...
Pelajaran berharga yang (kuharap) tak akan aku ulangi...

U're the best I've ever had (coz u give me smile n tears)
~FeN~
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