Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Numb

There's a denial, at first. I didn't believe, I chose not to believe.
And then there's a feeling of betrayal. I felt stabbed, I was disappointed.
Sadness came and greeted after. I didn't want to believe, but I knew it was real.
Of course, fury burnt me to the core. I felt like ruining their life even more.

And now, everything has disappeared.
I am numb as ever.
I feel nothing torturing me.

I even kinda enjoy my loneliness.
And I enjoy imagining their broken life.

Leave me alone.
Or I'll tear you into pieces.

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

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