Saturday, October 25, 2008

26th January 2007

26th January 2007

An unforgetable day

For me, for my third grade high school classmates, and of course, for Leedwin


I was reading all unread posts I haven't read in my FS group... And I remembered one thing when it came to the post Leedwin posted... 

Check this out...
Temen2ku tercinta�.. hoho�
Aq dak tw nak ngo apo lagi� Thx nn e� baek nn kalian ne galonyo.. XII p2..
The Oksida.. kompak nean.. aq dak tw lagi nak cak mano tadi tu kalo dak ado kalian2 yg Bantu aq� tahan keluar pas jam pelajran� Tahan keno marah amo Pak Kasdi.. ampe pak kasdi ngo.. kalian mau di hukum atau keluar kelas� kalian galonyo keluar.. cuman sekitar 7 uong di kelas tadi.. seluruhnyo la di lapangan bola galo.. terharu nn aq tadi�
Agung na yg biaso diem biso ampe ngorek2 rumput kaget nn aq.. katonyo ampe cak nanem padi.. thx nn yoh gung.. trus demut.. pake acara maeni batang ampe nyari2 sibuk nn.. thx yoh ketuo kelas.. trus achmed.. ampe jgk2 got.. ngorek2� thx nn e� dgn abed jg.. sibuk nn ngorek2 comberan� ampe tangannyo kotor galo e.. sorry e.. thx nn tapi� seneng nn aq punyo temen cak kalian.. trus febrina,,, masuk2 ampe ke kelas2.. sibuk jg febrina tadi dgn valent..,, lisa jg.. merin� seluruhnyo.. yg la bantu nyari khususnyo shinta yg dr awal muter2 lapangan.. trus charles cupes diowong.. seru tanyo cak mano tadi aq lari nyo.., rute lari... Aq dak nyangko kalian baek galo.. Mungkin bagi kalian ah.. cuman �jepitan� untuk apo di cari.. tapi kalian semua baek2 galo.. nyarike galo... yetty jg... dico... ampe sibuk jg nyari.. yg paling semangat.. td tu sedi nn aq.. liat kalian2 galonyo baek2 galo dgn aq.. seneng nn rasonyo dak tw lagi la nka ngo apo ttg kalian.. oh yo aq ampir lupo.. Wewe... ampe nak panggil �ipo� cak paranormal cak tu e.. klo di pikir2 geli jg.. thx nn we e... la susah2 nelpon... tapi dak masuk e?? Hwhw.. dpp la.. thx nn lah.. liat kalian galonyo... skrg be masi teringet2 aq.. ternyata kelas XIIP2 uongny baek2.. solidaritasny tinggi.. semuanyo............. aq dak biso sebuti satu per satu... thx 4 all... yg namonyo dak kusebuti thx nn e.. pokoknyo thx lah.........Thx nn e... dak ado kato2 lagi aq selain Terima kasih dgn kalian galonyo.... thx nn.... Friend 4 eva.. okey??
Keep in touch ok?
I just copied and pasted it here... It remained the same and original, fresh from the oven (hmm, not really, because it's been nearly two years =P), from Leedwin...

Yep, maybe most of you didn't understand what she talked about, or just simply you didn't know what language she was using...

Haha, it's Palembang language, and she talked about The Oksida's great effort to help her...

Now, I'll try to retell what happened that day...

26th January 2007... It was Friday, and if I'm not mistaken, we had Art class at the first and second slots in our timetable... Like usual, we always did some mess whenever art class was coming, maybe because of Mr. JM who was too kind, too patient, too good for our class... Haha... 

And that day, one of my friend, Leedwin, came late to school... She didn't attend the first two hour class because of her lateness... She had to do the punishment... Yeah, a punishment with a big bunch of people that also arrived after the gate had been closed... They had to run around the football yard... The size of the football court wasn't like the one in stadium, but, believe me, it's tiring... Haha...
She joined us, if my memory is still good, nearly in the end of art class... She still chit-chatted for a while before the bell rang to transfer all of us into the second class... I forgot what class we should have had at that time, but I think the teacher didn't show up or something, so that all of us being more and more crazy: move here and there to 'socialize' (read: gossip) with others, sang together, and created some noise... Ooh, I really missed those times... >.<

Then, Leedwin realized that her hairpin was missing... She started to become very worry, and at last, you can guess, she cried... And after that, most of us noticed that something was wrong with her, gathered around her, and started kaypoh-ing...

That hairpin was very precious to her... It was from her mom, that had gone to heaven, and it was the last present she gave to Leedwin...

Some of my friends started to join her crying, some looked very worry, and some didn't care... We started to ask her the punishment route, whether she remembered anything about the hairpin, etc, etc... I can only say that we started to feel very 'Sherlock Holmes' that day... Haha...

And, we decided to go out and try to find it around the school... Actually, it could drop everywhere around the school, and the school was not small (at least, before I saw NTU)... And, disregarding thoseimpossibilities to find the hairpin, we still wanted to fight...

When we were about to leave the class, Mr. Kasdi came and confront us... He gave us choice whether we wanted to be punished or we insisted on going out in study time...

Whooolaaa... Most of us went out and left around seven people whom I didn't remember... We went to the football court, circled it, and tried to find the pin... Some looked inside the drainage path... We went here and there... Valent and I even went into Kantor Kesiswaan, asked the data od late students that day, went into classes, asked permission from the teachers inside, and informed about this lost precious hairpin... We thought that someone might be taking it if they saw it lying on the ground...

And then, the first break time bell rang... We felt very hopeless... But, we still tried... We couldn't help seeing Leedwin cry all the way... I went to Tata Usaha, used a little part of my authority as OSIS committee, I announced through the speakers about this... I hoped that the power of chain message would affect more or less... Anyone heard about this might ask and inform other and hopefully we could find the little guy...

And at last, after a long lasting search, we finally found it...

It was with Delia... She found it when they were doing the punishment... She asked some people about the thing, but noone knew... Unfortunately, she didn't ask Leedwin...
Hehe...

And the story ended happily ever after...

The day is very unforgetable...

Moral of the story:
1. It's very happy if we can help others
2. Sometimes breaking the rules is not a bad thing
3. A little act of kindness goes a long way (^_-)
4. Don't come late to school or you will lose your hairpin (lol)

Waaah, I really missed those high school days, with the same dress everyday, the same class, the same teachers, the same classes... I miss my high school time... It's irreplacable...^^

Bravo...

The Oksida (The Orang-Orang Keren Dua Belas IPA Dua)...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

P.S. Time for High School Musical...^^

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Friday, October 24, 2008

Lupa

Baru 2 jam yang lalu saya bertekad ga akan buka facebook dan blogwalking dan tekad saya masih terlihat jelas di postingan saya di bawah... Tapi, tapi, tapi, saya baru aja melakukan pelanggaran luar biasa terhadap apa yang saya tekadkan alias menjilat ludah sendiri... Saya udah blogwalk dan kepo baca-baca blog orang... Parrrraaaaahhhh nya saya...

Hahaha...

Akhirnya saya memutuskan untuk blogging saja...

Sebenernya akhir-akhir ini keinginan untuk blogging sering banget muncul, tapi sayangnya, hasrat itu munculnya di saat yang ngga tepat... Saat saya lagi mandi lah, nunggu bus lah, makan lah, atau saat saya lagi di kelas... Dan saat saya udah duduk di depan komputer, mood ngeblognya udah melayang-layang tinggi dan tak bisa lagi digapai... Alhasil, blog ini jadi ga punya isi deh belakangan ini... Haha...

Tuh kan...
Again...
Saya sekarang lagi lupa apa yang mau saya tulisin di sini...

Parah deh...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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And I will be fully consolidated

To be honest, until today, this minute, this second, this time, I haven't remembered all my venues for my classes. I still kept forgetting which tutorial room I should have gone Tuesday after my lunch, or Thursday after my COM 201 class, or Wednesday after my lab session. I still kept forgetting where I should have turned, right or left, after I finished my tutorial class and wanted to go to another class. I haven't remembered at all and it looks like I will end my third semester very soon. Is it the semester that walks too fast or is it just me whose brain is not that big? Lol.

Oh my, I cannot descripe my feeling right now. I am happy because in one month time I will sit on a cozy sofa in my home, giggle on phone with my old friends, and watch any TV channel I want, but, on the other hand, I feel really scared about exam. Yeah, exam. Exam, exam, and exam. And before exam's coming, I still have five quizzes waiting for me.

I have no time to start preparing for the exam since all the quizzes need my attention. Omigod, I think I couldn't understand what all the lecturers taught after recess and I forgot about all the lecturers taught before recess. Tuink. What the hell am I doing here? Just forgetting things, even the important one????

And another reason I couldn't start my exam preparation is that my commitment to other-than-studying things. I have this meeting, that event, this work, that work, and a bunch of between-important-and-unimportant things. Huhu.

I'm stressed out. Too much pressure.

Just recall my conversation through MSN with Ahin. I said that civil engineering was too tough and too stressful. All the things we study in this field is stresses. All about stresses. Stress, stress, and stress. Shear stress, normal stress, this stress, and that stress. MoM of course talked about stress all the way: force and stress, stress and force. Soil mechanics also brought up 'stress' in avery lecture. Effective vertical stress, pore water pressure (note, pressure is stress), and stress will cause consolidation. And guess, I really became stressed out because of this stresses. Lol.

"Too much stress. We will be consolidated very soon," I said.
And Ahin asked me, "When will be the swelling?"
"Of course," I replied, "When the stress is unload, holiday. Haha."

And I will be fully consolidated asap...

U're the best I've ever had

P.S. 

Things to do : 
1. STUDY!!!!
2. Watch High School Musical (should I???)

Things not to do:
1. Kaypoh through Facebook
2. Blogwalk
3. Worry too much
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Thursday, October 23, 2008

You will shine...

This post is dedicated to my 'dedek"...
Yep, my 'dedek', my very very very handsome and cool brother...
Muahaha... *I'm 'lebay' though

Then, in the shortage of time I have, I steal some time to post this...

Congratulation to my lovely brother for being elected as Ketua 1 OSIS/PPSK SMA Xaverius 1 Palembang...

I knew you would shine, and now you have started to show your existance and credibility...

I hope you can be more and more mature, more and more responsible, more and more wise, more and more fluent in public speaking, and I hope you can find who you are and how you have to be...

Love and miss you always...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Sunday, October 19, 2008

You are the music in me^^

I was doing blogwalking when I found this... This quiz is in my friend, Vivien's, blog... She said she took this from Uti and now I took it from her... Lol...

So, before moving to Probability n Statistics, let me play for a while...
^^

RULES:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

ABSOLUTELY NO CHEATING PLEASE!


1. How are you feeling today?

~ Tidur - Dewi Dee Lestari (I'm lack of sleep actually... Lol...)

2.Will you get far in life?
~ Somewhere Over The Rainbow - Connie Talbot (It means, "Yes, I will"?)

3. How do your friends see you?
~ Di Atas Normal - Peterpan (Now, I know they see me as an abnormal person... Muahahaha...)

4. Will you get married?
~ Back to Heaven's Light - Dewi Dee Lestari (Errr, does it mean I probably will not get married??? Nooooo...)

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
~ Langit Tak Mendengar - Peterpan (Eh, why my playlist keep choosing Dee n Peterpan's songs???)

6. What is the story of your life?
~ Bukan Lagu Cinta - Marcell (Yeah, my life is sure not full of love... >.<)

7. What was high school like?
~ Have You Ever - Westlife (Yes, I have!!! =P)

8. How can you get ahead in life?
~ When I'm With You - Westlife (Who is the 'you', by the way?)

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
~ Pacar Sementara - QTA (What does it mean??? Errr...)

10. What is today going to be like?
~ A Whole New World - Alladin (Yeap^^)

11. What is in store for the weekend?
~ Ingat Kamu - Maia (You really know, I keep remembering n missing my mom...)

12. What song describes you?
~ Still Here - Westlife (Really, I'm still here, still in my room...)

13. To describe your grandparents?
~ Cobalah Mengerti - Peterpan (Peterpan, againnnnn? Phew... I'm bored... ^_-)

14. How is your life going?
~ Tender is the Night - Yuna Ito (Wakz...)

15. What song will they play at your funeral?
~ Fabulous - High School Musical 2
(Yeah, that's me... But, I think the song is too 'cheerful' for a funeral, anyway... Lol...)

16. How does the world see you?
~ Walau Habis Terang - Peterpan (See? My Winamp loves Peterpan so much... *Sigh...)

17. Will you have a happy life?
~ Bukan Superstar - Project Pop (Yeah, right, everyone knows that... I'm not a superstar... But, it didn't help to answer the question, though... Muahaha...)

18. What do your friends really think of you?
~ Separated - Usher (Right, I'm separated from them... Miss you all... Huhu... T-T)

19. Do people secretly lust after you?
~ Nothing's gonna Change My Love for You - Westlife (It means ... ? Err... Answers get more and more crazy... Haha...)

20. How can I make myself happy?
~ You are The Music in Me - High School Musical (It's true... Music can makes me happy... ^^)

21. What should you do with your life?
~ Beautiful Girl - JoJo (Ow!!!)

22. Will you ever have children?
~ A Moment like this - Leona Lewis (Will I?)

23. How do you picture yourself 5 years from now?
~ Never Apart - Michael Guang Liang (From whom????? I wonder, hmm... -_-)

24. What is best to describe your special someone?
~ Menunggu Pagi - Peterpan (Does it implicitly say, "It's tiring, boring, n nearly impossible"????)

25. What is in store for you in this coming month?
~ All or Nothing - Westlife (So, which one????)

26. What would your life be 10 years from now?
~ If I Never See Your Face Again - Maroon 5 ft Rihanna (I will be blind? >.<>

27. Will you be successful?
~ Survivor - Destiny's Child (Yes, I will...)

28. How was your childhood like?
~ Solitaire - Westlife (I kept playing 'Solitaire'? =P)

29. What song best describes your mood right now?
~ The Best Thing - Mocca (Really??? Aha... =D)

30. How was it answering this survey?

~ Fireworks - Michael Guang Liang (Hoho...)

Thank you, Vien...
Thank you, Ti...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

P.S. Time for ProbStats... Ganbatte!!!!
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...

Organ tubuh yang harus benar-benar dijaga adalah mulut.
Apa yang diucapkan oleh mulutmu dapat melukai orang lain, tapi terkadang kata-kata yang keluar dari  mulutmu dapat menghujam dirimu sendiri.

Ketika kau bicara, dan tak ada yang mendengarmu, kau terluka.
Ketika kau berkata dan dibalas dengan sengit dan tajam, mulutmu melukaimu.
Ketika kau bertanya dan jawaban mereka tak seperti yang kau harapkan, kembali kau membuka lukamu.

Bahkan ketika mulut ini tengah melukaiku,

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Acronyms around us

NTU tends to have soooo much acronyms that may only be understood by people inside... NTU itself is a acronym, Nanyang Technological University a.k.a NTU... And it has EEE, CEE, NBS, SAC, NA, SSC, ISC, MaS, MSE, PaP, CBC, CBE, and a lot more that turn more and more similar to each other...

At my very first time here, I confused MSE and MaS... When people told me that they were from MaS, I said, confidently, "Oh, Material Science, right?"... Really, it's somehow very shameful, but, hey, I've passed my confusion phase... Now I know clearly what the difference between MSE and MAS, SSC and ISC, and also CBC and CBE... Muahahaha...

And, something took my attention today, since I went to the medical centre, is the acronym MC...

Yeah, MC...

Most of students in NTU know what MC is... If they don't know, I just can say two things... First, maybe they have just arrived to NTU for not more that 3 days... Or, second, they have lost their minds due to excessive pressure in studying... Lol...

So...

Let's move...

"I got headache"
"Go MC lor"

"I go take MC now"
"Why? You sick?"
"I skipped quizzes"

"Where are you now?"
"MC"

Which one is corect?
(a) MC is a thing that we need to do
(b) MC is a thing that we need to take
(c) MC is a place where we go to

Yeah, right...
All of them are right...

MC is medical checkup in the first conversation, medical certification in the second conversation, and medical centre in the third dialogs...

You see, one acronym for three things...

NTU is damn crazy in giving names...

Then, the last sentence before I turn whole-heartedly to my COM 201 lecture notes...

I will go to MC to do my MC and get MC to skip my lab

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Sunday, October 12, 2008

Gema suara hati

Air mata ini seolah tak lagi berharga. Ia mengalir, mengalir, dan mengalir, seolah tak kan pernah habis. Begitu sering ia berontak, ingin keluar dari persinggahannya, merasa bebas sesaat, kemudian menguap, bersatu dengan dunia.

Air mata, sebuah keagungan yang tak terlukiskan. Bagaimana bulir-bulir air yang nyaris tak terlihat dapat melukiskan dalamnya perasaan, lebarnya luka, dan luasnya kebahagiaan sungguh merupakan keistimewaan luar biasa. Bagaimana emosi yang berkecamuk di dalam hati yang luar biasa jauhnya dari mata dapat terpancarkan oleh air mata juga adalah bukti keindahan yang tak tergantikan.

Sungguh, air mata benar-benar mampu melukiskan apa yang ada di dalam rongga imajiner yang kita sebut hati ini. Sebutir air mata yang seringkali dianggap tak berharga sesungguhnya adalah apa yang kau rasakan, gema dari suara hati yang menjerit-jerit minta diungkapkan dan seringkali kau abaikan. Ketika kau meneteskan air mata, kau mengakui perasaanmu pada dunia, kau sadar dan kau menerima, bahwa dirimu lemah dan butuh dukungan.

Dan akhir-akhir ini, air mata ini semakin sering mengalir, membentuk sungai kecil yang selalu cepat-cepat aku putuskan alirannya. Terkadang ia tercekat, tak mau keluar dari tempat tinggalnya yang nyaman, hanya karena perasaanku yang malu akan sebuah kenyataan, sebuah kenyataan bahwa aku lemah.

Tak mau menangis, tak mau menerima dan tak mau mengakui kelemahan, kerapuhan, kesusahan pada dunia. Tidak mengeluarkan air mata bukan berarti tidak punya kelemahan.

Dalam aliran yang mengandung kristal-kristal cemerlang itu, aku berenang, kelelahan, lalu tenggelam.

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~
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Aku dan kesendirian

Sepi

Hanya aku dan kesendirian
Berdua
Benar-benar berdua

Aku dan kesendirian
Tak ada yang dapat memisahkan kita

Aku telah terikat sempurna kepadanya oleh benang tak kasat mata

Aku jatuh cinta pada kesendirian, walau terkadang aku benci padanya
Aku menikmati romantisme yang ia buat, walau terkadang aku ingin melepaskan diri darinya
Aku tertawa bersamanya, walau tak jarang aku ngambek-ngambek karenanya
Aku mencari-cari dirinya kala ia tak ada, walau tak jarang aku meronta-ronta ingin lepas darinya
Aku selalu curhat kepadanya, walau seringkali aku bosan pada pertanyaan-pertanyaannya
Aku bersandar pada pundaknya, walau seringkali aku mencoba lari dari pangkuannya

Aku dan kesendirian
Terikat oleh benang tak kasat mata

Aku dan kesendirian
Punya dunia yang tak tergapai kenyataan

Aku dan kesendirian
Punya idealisme yg menyatukan kita

Kesendirian
Begitu membuatku jatuh cinta
Juga begitu membuatku merana

U're the best I've ever had

P.S. Thanks for those who gave me this inspiration^^
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