aLL 'BouT 'Fe-Ar'

Just wanna say...

"INDONESIA, I'M COMING BACK!!!"

Before I forgot about this. Let me share what I learned from COM201. Actually, what I learned wasn't just this theory. I learned a lot, but this one implied the real situation that we faced most of the day.

What is it?

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Love relationship.

Yeah, I studied about interpersonal relationship and love relationship was one of the content. Actually I wanted to share this since long long time ago, when I first heard about this, but I had no time to write, or, well, I was just lazy.

Love. Everyday we hear about love. You listen to a song and you catch a love in it. You go to a movie and you see love inside. Or just, you go to canteen and see two persons, girl and boy, you will say that they are probably in love with each other. But, do you know what the definition of love is?

If you go to here or here, you will find a bunch of explanations about love. But, I will not talk about it here. You can read it by yourself, huh? haha.

Based on the Love Triangle Theory, love contains three aspects that can't be separated: intimacy, passion, and commitment. Then, without one or more of them, it is just an incomplete love.

Love relationship can be categorized to three stages. First, escalation stage. Second, navigation stage. And third, the deterioration stage.

This stage can be further categorized into six substages:

In this stage, one hasn't found his future partner. They are seeking and they are wondering how they will look like and participate in a relationship.

One has found his 'target'. In this stage, people will disclose each other securely, but what they say will contain more relational than content meaning. For example, "Do you like action movie?" can be interpreted as, "Do you want to go on a date with me?" and a response, "Yes, I like it very much!" may mean "I am available and attracted to you. How about you?". So, Guys, a lot of misunderstandings rise up in this stage. Then, you should be careful with your words.

One starts to seek similarity between him and his partner. They disclose even further in this stage. They SMS to each other all day long, they call each other for hours just to find that they are somehow connected, and they start to show trust by sharing embarassing stories. 

In this stage, they can be seen together most of the time. Most of them just share time together but do nothing. For couple in this stage, they see togetherness as very important and they must be connected to each other whatsoever. Sometimes, they do idealizing to their partners. The perfect one, it's how they see each other, and unfortunately, they deny the flaws of their partners.

The couple starts to finds conflicts inside their relationship. They get back from the 'love euphoria' and start to face the reality. They talk about the strengths and the problems in their relationship, they seek possibilities for further relationship.

This is the stage where past and present experiences transform to future expectation. Partners adjust to each other's life and share a commitment. They decide to work on the relationship.

This stage is just an extent of intimate bonding stage. They find new problems, revisit old ones, and prevent future problems. They get deeper and deeper into each other's life and heart.

One starts to find that the relationship has some problems. Maybe they spend very little time together, or even, they share activities too frequently. They, then, wil feel some dissapointments to their partners.

In this stage, couple have two options. They can resolve the problems or they want to ignore it and breakup as the result. If they resolve it, the relationship go back to intimate bonding stage. 

If couple choose to break up their relationship, they will go to this stage. This stage is all about how people explain their breakup to the world. Usually, they seek help from their family members or friends to raise them up again.

In this process, couple will understand fully that the relationship can't be saved already. Maybe they still cannot accept the reality, but they understand.

They restart their new life

Yeah, so that is the model of love relationship. We don't need to go through each stage, though. We can skip some parts, and go back to some parts. It's flexible.

Huaaah, so hard to dig again the thing I forgot already.

Hope you like my information.

Love.

Love.

Love.

Welcome to my new home^^

I decided to change my blog layout. I have made this decision (haha, decision, looks like this is a very important matter - lebai) since long long time ago, but I had no time to do it. Quiz here and there, this and that ECA, and of course, my laziness, prevent me from doing so.

And after I have been free enough to play with my world, I spent so many hours to search the layout fitted me, try to put it on my blog, fail, search again, attempt again, fail again, and it happened several times until I finally found someone, someone to share my life, I finally found the one, to be with every night. Oh, of course, that part was just my lebainess. I finally found this layout. Grey. Simple. But appealing.

This one is actually a wordpress layout that someone converted into blogger. Yep, that's right. That's why my blog looks like a wordpress blog now. Haha. I like it though.

I hope I will not get bored with this one, because it's really tiring to change all the things and start from the very beginning, for the gadget, I mean.

Yeah, and now, I officially open my new home for everyone. *clap,clap,clap

Or I need to say, "You may turn over the exam question paper now and start writing!"?

Muahahaha.

Once again, welcome. Hope you like and visit me frequently.^^

I keep starring, over and over, I keep gazing. I found myself inside my fear, my negative thought, my courage. I found myself swimming alone in the wide wide ocean and I lost my way. Geez, what on earth am I doing now?

I am sitting here, feel like giving up, but my concious self told me, "It's too late to give up, you have come until this far."

Yep.

It's too late. I have chosen my path and I have to be responsible.

I'll take all the risk, I'll feel all the pain, I'll enjoy all the burden, I'll laugh with the tears, and at the end of day, I'll sip the taste of happiness.

Ga mungkin kan saya merangkum rumus-rumus Probability dan Statistics di blog ini? Nantinya blog saya malah tercemar dengan rumus-rumus laknat itu. Haha. Mau update progress belajar saya? Not much progress, actually. Dua hari penuh dating sama Probability and Statistics di kamar saya, saya (terpaksa) jatuh cinta padanya.

Huee, saya udah ngelantur abis.

12 November 2008.

The start of semester I examination AY 2008/2009.

Dan besok adalah paper pertama saya, Probability and Statistic (yang sudah saya kencani 2 hari penuh, walaupun belum saya kenali luar dan dalam). Saya ingin cepat-cepat besok, bukan karena saya merasa pasti dapat full marks, tapi semata-mata karena saya ingin cepat-cepat memutuskan hubungan dengannya. Saya ingin menjalin hubungan lebih dalam dengan yang lain di luar sana, yang lebih menarik tentunya, seperti Soil, atau MoM. Hmmm.

Makin geje.

Things to bring for the exam:

1. Kalkulator (tanpa kalkulator, bisa-bisa 7 jam baru selesai ngerjain satu paper)

2. Pena, pensil, penghapur, correction tape, penggaris, dan seperangkat alat tulis lainnya, dibayar tunai (tanpa alat tulis, ga ada yang bisa ditulis di exam booklet)

3. Jaket (otak yang beku ga akan bisa bekerja dengan baik)

4. Air minum (otak yang kekeringan ga akan mampu menghasilkan nilai yang baik)

5. Matric card (ga ada matric card, pasti diajak ngobrol sama bapak-bapak yang jaga which means mengurangi jam mengerjakan soal)

6. Hati yang tenang (hati ga tenang akan menimbulkan jantung yang berdebar kencang dan lebih lanjut akan menyebabkan tubuh gemetar tak karuan dan ga bisa menulis apa-apa dengan baik dan benar)

7. Contekan (upps, yang ini optional =P)

Things to do before exam:

1. Belajar (ya iyalah, masa ya iya donk?)

2. Tidur yang cukup (tidur ga cukup akan menimbulkan ngantuk dan ngantuk akan menimbulkan turunnya tingkat konsentrasi)

3. Makan yang cukup (makan ga cukup bisa menimbulkan kelaparan dan kelaparan yang terjadi di exam hall saat mengerjakan soal adalah bencana)

4. Pastikan barang-barang yang harus dibawa benar-benar terbawa dan berfungsi (jangan sampe kalkulator anda memberikan hasil 5 untuk 1+1)

5. Berdoa 

6. Siapin contekan (yang ini optional yaaaa, ingat =P)

Things not to do before exam:

1. Shopping ke Orchard

2. Nonton di Cineleisure

3. Facebooking (tapi yang ini ga bisa dihindari XD)

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(Isi sendiri lah, toh banyak banget hal yang ga sepantasnya dilakukan menjelang exam)

Things to do after exam:

1. Belajar buat paper selanjutnya

2. Buang lecture notes paper yang dah selesai (atau seengganya dijauhkan dari pandangan)

3. Berdoa bilang terimakasih sama Tuhan

Things not to do after exam

BAHAS SOAL (semakin dibahas, kesalahan yang ditemukan bakalan makin banyak, dan semakin banyak kesalahan, semakin despolah kita which bakal mempengaruhi mood belajar untuk paper-paper berikutnya --- biarlah jawaban dari soal-soal tersebut tetap menjadi misteri)

Dan, sungguh, saya benar-benar ingin menyelesaikan pesta ini secepatnya agar saya bisa pulang dan melakukan banyak hal yang sudah saya impi-impikan...

Mamaaaa...

I'm coming!!!!^^

U're the best I've ever had

~FeN~

Pardon me for any unsociable things I have done these days.

U're the best I've ever had

~FeN~