aLL 'BouT 'Fe-Ar': I can, but I can't

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I can act calm and strong

I can insist to myself that I am unbeatable

I can assure you that I am very stiff

I can still hold my tears from dropping although my legs shiver so much

I can still walk with my head up although my body is buried in burden

I can still smile and laugh with you although I need your shoulder to cry on

I can lie to you

I can lie to this world

I can lie

But

When I heard my mom's voice, worrying me, from the far-far-away land

The barrier I built fell down

My tears dropped down

My smile faded away

My fake dissapeared

I can't lie to you, Mom

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

DELLI said...: wow...

i've offered u my shoulder already...
but you've never accepted it nor yet intend to...

how sad...
T^T; January 22, 2009 at 5:31 PM
Valen said...: This comment has been removed by the author.; January 22, 2009 at 9:01 PM
Valen said...: di depan mama emang da ado yg biso ditutupin. da ado guno jg ditutupin. Dia juga tau koo..; January 22, 2009 at 9:02 PM