Friday, February 22, 2008

I-L-O-V-E-U

A little, very little, or even nothing I can give to you... Although you have given so much, very much love and happiness, I still don't know how to give you back those you have lost... I thank God very much that I have you in my life... Having you is really a fabulous blessing from God...

I am sure I am not nice enough... You always do great things for me and sometime I even gave you the reverse... I moved up your tears, your anger, your sadness... I made you fall... But, you always forgive me for whatever evil things I do...

I love you, Mom...
I am really confused how can I make you happy forever ever after... My desire now is to make you live a great and fabulous long life... With me, Dan, and Bro besides you...

What I am willing to do now, Mom, is continuing give you pride having a daughter like me... I will show the world that I have a great mom who drove me into this way, who taught me to be sincere and try not to hurt anyone... I am very proud having you and I want you to be proud having me...

I don't want your sufferings this long become useless... You will see me shine... I promise...

These days, especially today, I miss you very much, more than usual... Hope I can see you soon...

Love you, Mom...
You're my love, my heart, my soul...
My everything...
My valentine, my everyday...
And nothing's gonna change my love for you...

U're the best I've ever had
~FeN~

2 thoughts:

Rhyn~ said...

woww... nice post dedicated to ur mom.. she'll be proud of you, I am sure ^^

~desy

~'FeN'~ said...

Thanks...
Still have to fight...
^^